He meet my mom

okay now nak cerita when he 's first time meet mama .

haha , this is weird .  that time i baru lepas main bowling . tengah malam okay ? then , mama ajak go makan . so , i saje ckap "maa , kite gie kedai ehem orang nak ?"

mama ckap "dekat mana to ? jauh keh ?"

i jwab "ehh , takdelah . dekat sangat act "

then mama ckap "okayy . tunjuk jalan"

i dah semangat gilaa kot .

i text him "dyy , orng otw kedai dia ni . orng dengan mama tau ?"

then dia reply "what ? seriously ?"

i reply "yeee . seriously lolx . pastikan ade tempat"

then , time dah smpai . mama ckap tempat ni mcam bahaya and so on . then mama tanak turun and nak change place . i dah hampe but i dah turun car . i ckap mama cepatlah . sini okay

mama turun semua . dah naik lif . mama ckap "ade ke orang pakai tudung lepak sini"

i ckap "kalau nak ade orang pakai tudung lepak . dekat bar pung ade"

mama tepuk i .

smpai depan kedai . kawan kawan dia tegur i "ehh , duduk lah dalam . *** ade dekat dalam"

i mcam "ohh okayy"

smpai jeh dlam i nampak dia dok gelisah semacam . 

dah order makan semua . dia dtang dekat table i . and beborak with mama i

soo cute gituu . then , masa diaorang borak . i look into he's eyes .

i sukaa sangat dia dapat meet my mom . thenn mama macam okay jah . i senyum and act like normal

time tengah makan , kawan dia suruh go buy cd . 

he text me "byy , jomm teman dyy :("

i reply "can't sayang . mama ade kan"

dia tak reply sebab bawak motor . betolbetol i hbis makan . dia sampai kedai . then , dia ckap dengan mama 'ehh , nak balik dah ke ?"

mama say "ha'ahh"

dia change he's face sebab dpat meet saya sekejap . i sempat pegang tangan dia sekejap . then , time nak balik he wave at me . i mcam *alaaa :(*

in the car , i tanye mama "so , is he okay ?"

mama say "he's okay . and he's face are familiar"

i mcam , hahaaha . but when my mom say he's okay means mama okayyy with it !

then he text me 'sayang , nantik your turn pulak . kite tengok sape lagik segan"

i mcam alaaaa . dia kata padan mukaa ! hahaha

hay hay blogger ! today i want to update and tell you guys about someone that i love the MOST !

which is my Dyy <3

who is he ? haha . that is gonna be my own only private secret lolx sayang . i'm sorryy .

i can't tell you guys . bukan tanak bagitahu name nantik kan ,

ramai sangat "PERAMPAS" ni .

bukan ape , kawan sendiri pung sanggup buat apetah lagi orang luar right ?

heee . okay just forget about it and masuk back to the story .

How Do I Knew Him ?

want to know how ? haha . it's kindda funny but maintain cute lahh . hahah .

this is how . time too Showdown 2012 , then that time theme showdown is Dubstep <3

my fav pulak . i pergi . then when showdown dah start i tertoleh belakang , i nmpak dia .

dlam hati sudah berbicara "wahhh , handsome nyaa" . then dia senyum . i mcam wahhh

then , i dance dance and teruskan dance .

then suddenly i carik carik dia dah hilang , ruparupanya dia ade dekat hujung sebelah kiri . 

i sambung dance dance and teruskan dance 

then , i carik carik dia . dia takde . i hampa but i tetap dance with my Adik and mmbr's .

kiteorng melayan gila gila kot . then i terpandang , dia dekat sebelah adik i .

i seriously mcam sukaaa gilaaa !

then , adik i dance kawkaw , terhantuk kepala dia *aloo , siannyaa* 

masa time habis showdown i nak try ckap dengan dia , but dah tak nmpak bayang . then time to , i dengan adik i . nak balik lah ni . rupa rupa dia dibelakang i .

i ckap dekat adik i "ehh , mamat baju biru belakang ni , handsome siott"

adik i ni bengong pergi tegur mamat too and ckap "ehh , kakak i ckap you handsome"

i mcam WHAT THEEE . then i dah maluu i jalan jeh lahh . then adik i lari towards i 

adk i ckap "kak , dia nak number kak"

i ckap lah "adk , adkkan ade number akak"

adik i jwb "alamak ,sorryyy . sajee jehh"

then after he got my number dia terus text i *on the same time i'm hoping that he will text me*

kiteorng text non stop then dia ckap dia nak jumpe i and dia pung memang nak number i .

he said i'm cute . hahaha *perasan sekejap*

then , i ckap can't sebab nak balik dah .

then we meet but not that day . we meet another day .

time to he said to me he want to pick me up . he pick me up at train .

i tunggu tunggu , dia muncul with someone which is "penguin" i've name him because i don't remember he's real name . *sorryy* . 

first meet him and go out with he's Perdana Car . that time act memang takut sebab first kenalkan .

kiteorng date at Dagang until 9 tak silap i . kiteorng shesha and makan makanan arab . dia suapkan i pulak . ohmaii , so sweet kan ? *jangan jealous* . hahahah .

then he sent me back at the train . 

after that , kiteorng selalu jugak meet . he always pick me up . idk why he does not like and don't want me to catch a cab or what . *sayang , biase lah*

then kiteorng jarang text because i'm busy studying for my spm and he's busy with he's work and school also . he's taking the form 6 class . when i'm SPM , he's in STPM .

but kiteorng tak pernah lupa each other . walaupun jauh , walaupun jarang text , walaupun jarang jumpe , kiteorng tetap ingat each other and kekdang kiteorng ade text ckap rindu and so on . we never ever forget each other .

we meet again in Bulan Puase and i berbuka puase with him and my Adik Muhd Fadil Si Panjang .

i'm glad that adik i boleh get in with him means boleh masuk kepala lahh .

soo , dari situ i tahu . he's not yang jenis suka menyombong or what .

selalu jugak berbuka dengan dia semua . then after bulan puase , my life dikongkong . i can't go out .

hm , that's why we don't meet each other for a long time .

after i've finish my spm , he's on examination and i don't want to lose he focus just because of me .

so , i've wait for him . till he finish he's STPM .

that's how the story goes . how i meet him . how i'm in love with him . he always bright up my day , no matter how far we are , he'll always be there for me . iloveyousomuchDyy <3

i'm hoping that our relay stand long . amin

sudah kian lame tak update

heyy heyy blog kuuuu . ohhmaiigaii , lame siot i tak update you kan kan ? hihi . firstly nak ckap imissMYBLOG ! this is the place where i tell my story and about myself . missmissmiss :( . okay takpe . now nak mulakan my story for today , can can ? let's us see what i want too write .. hehehe . enjoyyyy :)

My Masok Air FAMILY

i've got a new family members now . which is called My Masok Air Family . hahaa . i know tak oohhsseemm mcam korang korang yang bebudak "panas" but ape ape pun . diaorang lagik best tahu ! nak tahuu ashal ? nanti ea . hahaa . mcam mana nak mulaa ek ? okay . dalam family list ney ade sikit jahh . name name yang terbabit adalah - Beby Dollie ( kakak masok air ) ,  -Lissa Aziz ( kakak garang + masok air ) and . kamik ney takde lhaa panas mcam korang . kiteorang sempoii and masok air kekdang and yus ( abang panas , bf lissa ) . beby selalu bbm with lissa ney . she's very caring + baik and sangat sayang kepada saya #perasansebentar . hahaha . beby kenal lissa takde lhaa lame mana , but bila dah rapat to rasa mcam dah kenal bertahun tahun lame gilaa tahap gilaa babeng lhaa kaan . hahaha . bf dia pulak , first time meet bf dia . time too dekat pavy birthday adik lissa . tetiba nmpak bf dia . beby mcam biase , diam jah . then , time too memang tak dapat masok kepale lagik sebab bertegur pun tak because bf dia time to mcam moody and marah jah . sumpah takot . hee xD . but , baru baru ney kiteorang lepak shesha . time too 3 orang jah kami . beby , lissa + bf dia . mula mula diam . then lame lame datang lhaa perangai selambe aku try to "fit in" . at last , berjaya . yaahh00oo00 !! hee :)
mula mula beborak with lissa jah , then lelame baru beborak bertiga . lame kelamaan kamik bertigaa masok air . ehh , sorry abang panas ( jangan marah kay ) . time too dia mcam mood baik too bertegur and masok air sesama with lissa . best nyaaa . tengok dah rindu dekat lissa dah . hahaha . LISSA IMISSYYOOUUU :( . but , on this same moment and the same time i miss someone that are my true friend and now she's being different . hope she read this and she will text me . time tengah lepak too , beby bbm with "lembuu <3" . dia merajuk and tak percaya beby lepak with girl + bf dia . sumpah kelakkar , sampai dia merajuk , hahahaha
i think too jea kot nak cerita . dah takde ayat dah pulak . adoy . sorry lhaa karangan saya entah ape ape #ayatspm . hahahahah . pelikpelik jea aku ney . aiyooo .
too Lissa : IMISSYOULHAAAA . hope dapat lepak lagik .
too abang panas : jangan marah kay ?
too lembu : missyouujugakkkk <3
too beby : jangan over . hahaha
too friend : IMISSYOU :(

damn it !

nampak tajuk ney ? maksudnya i tengah marah lhaa ney . nak tawu sebab ape ? there's a fucking shit that had hurt my heart and make me mad . omangai , dah lame gile kot i tak semarah mcam ney . before this if marah pun boleh sabar , tahan marah and tanak tengking . tapi , now dah sangat tak boleh . wtf ! i dah okay dengan you kan m*** ? tapi , today you make me RUDE to you back . wttoott betol lhaa . sekarang i'm going to be rude back . jangan salahkan i if i biadap back aow ? hm , whateve doh ! menyirap , menggelabah gila ! blah awh !

happy onthesametime sedih

today nak update about this tajuk . ade ape dengan tajuk ney ? nak tawu ? okay i story . today i keluar dengan MYRA , DIELA + bf dia . sumpah best . pagi pagi je my mammy dah kejut and ajak gie Jaya Jusco w.maju sebab dia nak beli barang sikit . so , i follow je lhaa . best jugak sebab dpat manje manje dengan mammy . hee . iloveyoumammy ZU <3 . okay sambung . then time mammy i nak balik , i stay at Jaya Jusco sebab nak tunggu my kawan si MYRA and DIELA . tak sampai 5 minit diorang sampai . yey ! imissyouguys . then , kami ke bookstore sebab DIELA nak buy present for hbby dia . i pun teman je lhaa . after buy present to , kami ke depan bookstore . buy 2 slice kek secret recepy . ehh , thanks Diela sebab belanje tadi . iloveyoutawu ! then kami gerak ke stiawangse untuk sheesha and tunggu bf dia , onthesametime bf dia merajuk pulak . aduy , kesian my Diela tawu . dia dah mcam hampe giletahapbabeng . tapi , bf dia good and dtang jugak . yey ! good boy . tengah shesha kami beborak beborak . then , i teringat yang i ade satu lagi birthday party at KL . my kaka SHEILA BEBOT . hee :) . i terfikir adek angkat dia si ANUAR . dia to mmbr i and adek angkat kaka SHEILA . i gerak dengan dia . nasib time call to dia dekat stiawangse , so dia tunggu i lhaa . i gerak dengan dia ke rooftop untuk birthday party itu . kami gerak and jmpe kaka Sheila . then my adek Bella ade dekat situ . dia dtang dekat i kiss i 3 kali then hug and say "rindukaulhaa" . hahaa . so shweet , rindukaujugakadek ! btw , dah nyanyi birthday song then makan kek . then anuar kate "weyh , gie NZ jom . lapar lhaa" . i pun follow jea lhaa . dekat NZ , time tengah jalan masuk NZ , nampak lhaa geng geng budak hawt . hahah . si Ayie , si Bad , si Amim , si Kelen , si Adib and si tak tawu name dia . hahah . nmpak diaorang and senyum jea lhaa . then time i tengah order minum , i terpandang belakang . nak tawu tak sape i nampak ? i saw my EX Amey . okay , he's handsome today . i nak tegur tapi dia mcam agak sombong . takpelah . bnyak kali jugak i pandang dia . hahaha . #sorrykayyou ? . then , i lepak smoke and tunggu anuar makan . dah makan , diaorang kate nak gerak sheesha at rooftop . i terserempak dengan si Amin and si Anje . i tegur and borak borak . i dah ckap i agak buzy tapi , diaorang degil . takpelah . then diaorang gerak NZ makan . i gie shesha . time tengah tunggu shesha smpai , i gie lepak dengan budak budak hawt to back . hahahahah . lepak punya lepak . i gie rooftop back . then , hisap sekejap je . thanks to si Azri belanje . after that i gerak pavy dengan dia . dia cerite about GF dia . kesian kot dia . sanggup betol GF dia buat mcam to . i dengar and bagi nasihat je lhaa . then , dekat pavy i lepak dengan budak budak hawt to . hehe . onthesametime my ex si Awal dtang . jmpe lhaa dia . borak borak bagai . hahaha . then dtang pulak si Afiq ( budak skate ) . hahah . i time to sorang , nak balik takot . i mintak dia teman lagipun dia pun nak balik . so sekali lhaa dengan dia . part sedihnya adelhaa . sorry guys , tak dpat nak ceritekan .
that's my story for today . i hope you guys enjoy it .
#i want somebody to cheer me up . thanks <3

hujan hujan hujan

today hujan yang teramat gila tahap babeng sangat gile hujan . pergh , tak suka + suka kadang kadang #gilesebentarsebabkenahujan
tadi i keluar lepak lepak at w.walk dengan adelhaa . hee . then kami gerak sheesha at ( secret ) . hee #again . then last minute diaorang kate nak main bowling pulak . aiyooo . time nak turun tangge . hujan dengan lebatnya memdatang bagai ntah lhaa . sumpah tadi kelakkar gile babeng , kiteorang lari mcam 100meter . ahahhahaahah . bayang kan i lari ? OhMyGosh , sexy dey ! hahahaha . lepas to , kami naik train yang penuh dengan manusia manusia yang banyak kerenahnya . ade yang kerek , ade yang selebet , ade yang serabot and ade yang bebuntut . ahahahhahah . turun dari train kami ingin ke w.walk tetapi hujan sangat teramat sangat lebat . omangai , mcam mane ney ? mula mula ingat nak lari mcam tournement tapi barangkali hujan sangat lhaa bnyak gile ! kami terpaksalah menaiki teksi #ayatskemagiletahulhaatengahexam :)
kami sampai di w.walk kami pergi ke destinasi .
 okay , that's all for today . tengok lhaa if malam nanti bored or something i update lagi . peace :)

cikgu yang shial !

ohmygosh ! dah lame gila tahap babeng kot tak update blog . hee :)
imissyoumyblogyangburukcantikney . heheee . jangan marah okay blog #blogmcamhiduppulakakuney.haha 
continue with my story . nak cerite about kejadian semalam dekat school . ade cikgu ney , dia ajar i seni aow ? dia ney celake + haram kot . mulut dia memang lazer and tak reti nak beradab . nak tawu sebab ape ? okay , i cerite dekat you all . name cikgu ney CIKGU AINI #ifbetollhaa .
dia ney ajar i seni . semalam i ade exam . exam agame paper 1 and paper 2 . dia jaga class i time agame paper 2 , dia punya 3 masa okay . sumpah menyirap kot dengan dia . takpe , tahan lagi . i time to dah siap buat exam . tetiba dia jalan menuju ke meja i . ney perbualan kami 

 cikgu : potong kuku .

i : okay ( then potong ) sambil ckap , cikgu mama saye ckap kuku saye dah pendek dah
cikgu : ye ke ? maksudnya kuku mak awak lagi panjang lhaa ?
i : cantik sikit ! ( suare agak tinggi )

time perbualan kami ney , semua class i pandang i and cikgu to . semua terkejot yang i lawan ckap cikgu . then , i dah siap potong kuku . i hentak nailclipper to dekat desk i . dia dtang and amik . dia ckap kuat kuat dekat class i .

cikgu : kenape ? marah dekat saye ?
i : geleng kepale je .
cikgu : kalau marah bagus jugak . pergi bagitahu pengetua and bagitau parents awak . saye teringin nak jmpe parents ney .
i : angkuk sambil usha dia .
cikgu : pandang je saye .

mcam ney ke adap seorang guru ? biadap dengan murid . bukan nak ajar or nak tunjuk hebat lhaa kan cikgu ? tapi , kalau seorang guru dah kurang ajar and biadap dengan murid , mcam mane murid tak kurang ajar and biadap dengan cikgu . tawu pun cikgu marah . semua to punca dari C I K G U ! bodoh punya cikgu . i ingat pesanan mama i "if dia dah kurang ajar , kau kurang ajar back" . thanks mama sebab advise . to cikgu , jage lhaa mulut and adab to . if cikgu teruskan mcam ney , memang tak kemane doh . hahahaha . kesian cikgu . ingat cikgu bagus sangat ! kimak shial ! takpetakpe . nasib baik time to exam , kalau tak aku dah blah dari class to . shial lhaa !!!!!

#setakat kuku kena potong to tak heran sangat . masalahnye , dia dah main "mak mak" . itu pantang to babe . takpe , doa seorang anak yatim insyaallah dimakbul tuhan . kau tnggu aku complain . jangan ingat aku takde orang dalam okay ? cikgu shial , kau tunggu !

my awesome mammy :)

today i want to tell you guys about my mom , she's the best mom that i have . she's awesome , she's nice , she's understand me and she's very understanding about my couple . she's the best ! but , sometimes she make me hurt . even she scold me or else , i will scold her back . omangai , teruk kan ? btw , she's always be my mom no matter what .

mama ZULIAH BT ZAINAL ABIDIN , i really love you ! please forgive me mama .

#bukan sengaje nak tengking + marah + buat hal . tapi terpakse . if mama tak buat , beby pun tak buat . mama tawu kan beby mcam mane ? hm , hope mama paham beby okay ? nowdays pun mama dah baik and layan sangat dengan beby . care layanan mama + hangout with beby . lain sangat . thanks mama . ILOVEYOUMAMA <3

this is all fucking hell

today i nak cerite about fucking shit hell is happening in my life . 

today i dapat online and dapat lhaa tengok my facebook yang dah lame gile tahap babeng tak online and tak update anything . i really miss my facebook , tapi takpe . itu tak penting . yang penting is time i hangout hari saturday . omg , sumpah time to gile sakit hati sebab bnyak sebab . tapi dalam sakit hati to , i dapat kasih sayang . yey ! thanks okay <3 . sambung back . i hang at time 3 above then i shopping yang entah pape mood shooping hilang because of my mom ! then , i lepak lepak . sementara lepak to tetiba dah pukul 7 , alamak ! berbuka , ohh tidak . gie tempat nak berbuka all full . pergh , i dgan mmbr andd ** menapak kot . geram jah . tapi , kiteorang dapat minumb jea , kesian kan ? then menapak back to pavy . makan kfc , kesian mmbr mmbr i ohh . dah makan kami gie lepak luar smoking . after smoking kiteorang gerak shesha . time ney best gile tahap babeng ohh . kaseh sayanggg melandaaaa . awww . tapi on the same time , ade sorang mamat ney carik gadoh dgan i andd mmbr i . nasib baik i kenal dia . tapi ade betina sundal dengan dia to , mcam SUNDAL . entah pape jea semak . mamat to panggil i

 mamat to : sini jap

i : kenape ?

 mamat to : asal usha tak puas hati ?

i : sape usha sape doh ? kami tak usha awak . saya tak usha awak , awak yang usha saye dulu . awak masok masok dah usha tak puas hati . kenape ?

 mamat to : tak puas hati ckap , kite settle bawah .

i : hey ! ape settle bawah ney ( smbil ikat rmbut if dea lempang kerusi i tarik dulu )

 mamat to : pehal mmbr kau usha tak puas hati ?

i : bila masa ? dah lhaa .

 mamat to pun turun tangge . on the same time betina sundal to ckap " tak puas hati , bawah lhaa weyh " . haish , nak jea aku baling kerusi dekat kepale dia . dia yang melebih . weyh kepada mamat to and betina sundal to , aku bajet bulan ney bulan puase tau . lagipun , gadoh ney buat sakit badan doh ! takde gunanya nak bergadoh gadoh ney , menang bukan dpat piala or duit . menang kea kalah kea dapat sakit . paham ? be matured doh . dah lhaa rempit ! your such an asshole !  arghhh !! geramm !!!

about my "anis"

 anis ohh anis . harap kau bace okay ? hahaa . dah janji nak update about dia kot today .

now kite cerite about my kawan sorang ney . she's C.A.N.T.I.K , she's C.O.M.E.L , she's G.E.M.P.A.K andd last but not she's very H.A.R.D.C.O.R.E andd loves K.O.R.E.A.N so damn much . dia buat kite suka dkat korea sikit . sikit jea okay darl ? jangann marah .

 tadi dapat lepak dgan dia and my kawan "diela" . sumpah besttt + rindu gilaa kot . dah lama gila tak dapat lepak dengan dia and diela . smpai pukul 6 kiteorang lepak . anis , i miss youu . i love youu . diela pun okay ?

 time tengah berjalan jalan dkat tmpat toys to . i mintak diaorang carik card for my <3 . hahaha . i dah bayar kiteorang bergerak ke hadapan . hahaa . tmpat dpan to tmpat baby baby punye stuff . then , pergi lhaa sane . anis tetibe ckap "sape dpat anak dulu dia buy baju untuk anak dia" . diela ckap "awien lhaa dulu" . i pun melayan "okayyokayy , awien dulu . nak baby girl dulu lhaa" . then pergi tengok barang barang baby . OMG ! comel gilee dohh . it's okay . sabar , tahann lambat lagi ., hahaha . nanti i dah kawen kerja i senang sangat . kerja i mandikan anak i , susukan andd tuka pampers to jea . pakai baju semua "ANIS" buat . dia yang nak . hahahaha .

 ape ape punn . anis YOUR THE BEST !

INGAT JANJI KITE YEA DIELA AND ANIS . JANJI DI BUSSTOP W.MAJU !

 i sayangg korangg sesangat !!!!

tajuk my story ? entahh . saje saje . suka suka .

 today baru nakk update this blog even ingat nak update semalam tapi hajat tak kesampaian sbb bolee pulak blog buat hal semalam . kate "google" blog saye takde andd dah dibuang . memang naik marah lhaa kite . tapi takpe . nasib baik today bolee bukak . lappy abang kite rosak . penat kite download google chrome <3 ney semate mate nakk update my fav blog yang i sayang ney . hahaa . today nakk crite about _____ . no subject . hehee .

 okayy , cerite about today , yesterday andd other other lhaa . hahaa . pelikk nyee kitee todayy . nakk dengar okay i story okay ? pagi i bangun pagi sebab nak gie school , mcam biase . bangunn , mate stim andd muka selebet but apee still comey . hahaa . perasan sikit je . thenn , after mandi andd siap siap i text semua suruh bangun sbab orang yangg i text kejot bangun pagi ney , deaorang semua tak reti nak bangun awal and selalu pergi school mcam school diaorang punye . aiyoo , memang kene membebel pagi pagi tapi bolee mereka membalas dengan satu ketawa . hahaa . now i pulak laugh . hahaa . then , dekat school . ape lagi belajar lhaa . my classmate si "sebelah saye" pergi kacau saye smpai balik membuat i "gersang" . hahaa . takpe "si sebelah saya" tnggu nanti awak kene balik . hahaa . on that time i'm texting with one boy (SECRET) . hahaa . itulah crite today . now nak crite about semalam pulak .

 yesterday was the best day of my life kot . ade one boy ney , dea add i takk silap . i just wall dia ckap jangan sombong andd all that . i balik school semalam i online lhaa use my phone then tengok dia wall i back ckap "love your post <3" . waahh , dahh sukaa dahh time to . then i wtw dgann dia . manje + kelakkar sikit dia to sebab dia suka nyakat i . then kami ber-IM . time IM to dia gilee sikit , tapi best laa IM dgann dia . thenn tiba tiba dia buat "emm" i tanye knape . dia tanak bagitau . i diam jea lhaa . pdahal dalam hati i , i dah tau dia nak my number sebab dia dah nak out . dia nak gie beli barang sebab dia nak cooking . waaahhh , terkejotkann . hahaa . i diam andd smbung IM kami . thenn , lame lame dia ckap "darl .. bolee mintak number . if tak bole takpe . i paham" atoto , kesiann kann ayat dia . hahaa . i pun bagi but with one syarat . i harap syarat to dia ingat . after to , kiteorang teros texting smpai malam . he's very kind , he's caring , he's cute , he's jealous andd he's take care of me . first question dia " you tindik bibir ea?" . sumpah terkejot kot time bace . sebab mcam pelik lhaa , baru kenal . tibaa tibaa tanye gituu . mcam dia dah kenal i lamaa kot . in fb takde pic ber-PIERCE   and in blog pun takde . tapi takpe . i jawab dgan honest , pernah tapi dah bukak . hahaa . betol okayy ! thenn texting texting andd texting and teroskan texting lhaa . hahaa . sukaa gilee kot texting dgann dia . todayy kisah kami dia marah kiteeee :(  agak sedih lhaa . dia tiba tiba text "k lhaa bie pening mcm nak pitam . bye.ily.tc" ya allah , what have i done . i buat dia mcam to . sebab satuu "CKAPP" to jea . sedihhh . thenn , i pujuk . yeyeh ! berjaya i pujuk dia . selamat i . hahaa . too budak yangg yangg i sebut ney "SECRET" or name singkat dia "I_____D_____" hahaa . iloveyouu lhaa gilee xp

  too all yangg ILOVEYOUU TOO TAHUU !! 

i akan sayangg orangg if orangg sayangg i . that's my rules . okay ?

 if you don't love me ? don't ever talk with your fucking shit damn hell mouth behind my back . 

 peace out babe . <3

about the "girl" that i had kenal lameee .

 okayy . first i want too mintak maaf to the "girl" . bukann nakk ckapp yangg i tarik diri or pengecut tapi i still anggap dea kawan even dea buat i mcam sampah . it's okay to me . whatever about that , "girl" your my best friend . takkan perkara mcam ney nakk heboh heboh ? please lhaa , be matured . jangan carik publisity . bukann nakk kutuk or what lhaa , putrajaya is nothing . takde pape yang best pun dekat sane . nak kate ade shopping mall ? takk best jugak . nak kate budak budak die hot ? berlagak sombong adee lhaa . takkan "girl" nak jadi mcam to ? dulu bukan main tak suka ade perempuan bajet bajet hot . now "girl" yang jadi pulak . aiyakk , terbalik sudah . mcam maneh nak ckap ea ? mcam ney lhaa , first i want to tell to you is I REALLY YOUU "GIRL" , 2 - I REALLY MISS YOUR SMILE , 3 - WHAT HAD HAPPEN TO YOU ? , lastly i want to say "I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT" . honestly , your very kawan mkan kawan . sorry too say that but this is true . i pun tak suka lhaa bila orang crite burok burok about "girl" . sumpah tak suka . i try to backup for you . i want you to be the "girl" that i know . please . jangan berlagak sombong mcam budak budak baru nak up . fyi , about fb takk kesa gilee vavy kot nak block kea or what . again nak ckap i'm sorry , bukan tarik diri or pengecut tapi pikir "girl" kawan . thanks 4 all d publisity that you had gave to me . thanks very very a lot . peace out ! 

 honestly from my heart : beby 

sayangg dgann my KEMBAR !

  pergghhh , lamee gile ++ takk update blogspot . hahah . takpetakpe . todayy nakk update about my kawan . but i called her "MY KEMBAR" .

 sumpah she's the BEST , the AWESOME , the GOOD , the KIND andd all the GOOD THINGS . hahah . her name is WAWA . 

 wawa , your my best to my friend . your my kem to my bar . awww , bar ? like like . hahaha . oooppsss , sorryy . sambung sambung . wawa , your the best friend ever ohh . i kalauu boleh nakk serumah dgann youu . ( jangann pikir kami les ) . i want to sit with her because she's the only one can change me to be a better person andd a girlish girl . omg ! takk percaye kann ? 

 about wawa : dea ney baik , peramah , cool , sporting , satuu kepala dgann i andd dea memang bnyak amik berat tentang i . first time i kenal dea i dahh panggil dea "sayangg" . i ingat dea nakk marah or takk layann . tapi , rupa rupa anggapan i salah . she's friendly andd kind . i kenal wawa dari kawan i capit a.k.a badut . thanks capik because kenal kann cousin youu dkat i . sumpah i sayangg youu jugak . i dgann wawa ney dahh mcam adik beradik ohh . kiteorangg buat apee jehh mesti togther . time cuti 2weeks too , asyik hangg dgann dea jahh . sumpah best . evenn i dgann dea lain rumahh andd lain school . tapi tetap contact everydayy . i takk pernah boredd text dgann dea sbab apee , she's the only one that understand me . she's always by my side went i'm crying , mad or else . i nakk buat sesuatu jahh , i tanye bolehh . if dea kate "NO" means "NO" lhaa . i pernah kene lempang dgann dea sbab apee ekk , alamakk . lupaa lupaa . hahaha . 3 kali on 1 day . gempak kann ? hahah . after dea lempang i too , i merajok dgann dea baikkk punyaaaa . hahahah . padann mukaa youu wawa . tapi dea takk marah i merajok , dea pujuk . omg ! sukaaaaa betoi . kekdang i anggap wawa ney mcam kaka i . sbab dea ney bnyak ceramah i , bnyakk bagi i semangat . time i sedihh , dea adeee jehh nakk buat i happy .

 NajwaSyahirah HarrisFadzillah your my best friend andd my kembar yangg i takkan lupaa . sumpah i akann adee dgann youu always . even suatu hari nanti i dahh takde . i always adee .  saya sayangg wawa <3 !!!!

my life , my world , my style . my my is ME !

  heyy my sayangg yangg i sayangg . hahaha . how are youu guys haa ? i'll hope that all of youu are okayy .

i really miss youu guys . ehh , silapp . now nakk story at korang about "the new of me"

 i'm new now guys ! harap korangg dpat terime i yangg baruu ney .

beby yangg baruu dahh takk mcam duluu , dahh seganas , semarah andd segarang duluu .

 beby yangg baruu ney baik , caring , penyabar . 

beby taktauu lhaa mcam manehh boleh berubah wajah ,  brubah attitude , brubah style andd berubah all .

 beby jadi girl-lish , dressup punn comey comey + ayuu . hahahahahahaah . perasann sebentar .

tapi kann , beby bangge dengan dunie baruu beby . dunie baruu beby dpat beby mencapai apee yangg beby nakk , takk bergadoh dgann family dahh . dahh okayy sangat .

 i really love my change . i really love the new me . i really love my live now !

i hope that all of youu all can accept me . now i'm new 

 sukaa lhaa !

love this songg .

You were there to light my day

You were there to guide me through

From my days down and on

I’ll never stop thinking about you

How can I forget about that

When you’re the one who make me smile

You’ll always be a part of me

How I wish you were still mine

Never will forget the day

How we’ve met and came this far
we all know we got this feeling

But somehow it has to end up here

I know it’s me who say goodbye

And that the hardest thing to do

Cause you mean so much to me

And guide the truth from me to you

For all the things I’ve done and said

For all the hurt I’ve caused you

I hope you will forgive me baby

Cause that wasn’t what I meant to do

You were there to light my day

You were there to guide me through

From my days down and on

I’ll never stop thinking about you

How can I forget about that

When you’re the one who make me smile

You’ll always be a part of me

How I wish you were still mine

For all the things I’ve done and said

For all the hurt I’ve caused you

I hope you will forgive me baby

Cause that wasn’t what I meant to do

You were there to light my day

You were there to guide me through

From my days down and on

I’ll never stop thinking about you

How can I forget about that

When you’re the one who make me smile

You’ll always be a part of me

How I wish you were still mine

lamaa neyy takk update .

 heyy heyy blogger . how are youu guys ? miss me ? hahaha . i miss youu too lhaa blogger . 

omg , lamaa nyaa takk update blog . maklumlahh , exam dahh bermulaa andd kene lhaa study study .

 todayy nakk update about apee ekk ? kejapp pkir think think . alamakk ! taktauu lhaa . takpetakpe . my brain got many idea's too tell too youu guys . hope enjoy .

 todayy pagi pagi mcam biase ke sekolahh , exam science . omg ! soo hard lhaa . paper 1 i can answer lagi , paper 2 mcmm *toootttt* hahaha . 

 ptang pulakk , beby adee tusyen math . cikguu beby ckapp i got a respon to get an A++ . wow ! terharuu siot .

after tusyen , beby keluar dgann my cousin . sumpaa rinduu dekad die . best dpat hangg dgann dea . 5 jamm kot hangg dgann dea . tapi geramm dgann dea tadi , dea takk ckapp pulakk kawan kawan dea follow . alamakk , maluu maluu . 

 tetiba kann , saye takk seberapa maluu sangad sbab dpat masok kepale diaorangg . even umo deaorangg dahh college tapi BEST . adee one of kawan cousin ney minat sayee . hahah . lawakk jehh . 

papew punn todayy was my very best dayy ever !

iloveyouuu 18th may 2011 <3

today 15 hb 2011

 update thiz . HAHA . citee entahh papew jehh punn .

todayy beby dahh dpat my sim card yangg lame too . yey ! if takk , kene use numb active 10 argh tencyon jehh koydd . dahh lhaa membazir byakk my credit , kene tpup bebnyakk . ishh . takk sukaa takk sukaa .

 tady beby pergy renew my sim dgann my cuzen . aww renduu koydd same dea . dea gie college every dayy . beby dpat hangg andd lepak dgann dea kamez , jmaat andd sabtuu jehh . ituu punn if dea free .

 my cuzen ney besch koydd ! dea understanding , sporting andd i share my secret dgann dea .

iloveyouu NFF ! imy NFF ! HAHA . too my cuzen . bacee tauu tauu . HAHA .

 tonight nakk gie shopping dgann mama ! yey !

tapy kann , perkare takk sukaa is USE MY OWN MONEY . aiyooo ! sedeyhhh nyee .

 nakk buadd mcm manehh kann , mama suruh berdikary . takpelahh . saboo jehh .

ituu jehh koydd . HAHA . ( :

new story in my life .

 auchh , dahh lamee nyee takk update blog . mesty korangg iegadd beby dahh lupa at blog kann ? HAHA . takk lhaa , takk pernahh lupaa tahuu .

 ewmm , let me think . what story nakk beby critekann ea ? atoyy . buntuu lhaa pulakk . HAHA .

cite bout ney lhaa . now beby dahh start kejew too yangg buzy andd dahh lame takk update blog . 

  beby keje part tyme at rumaa jehh keje too . okayy lhaa beby belajar berdikari .

paleng sadd sekaly is , mama dahh tanakk bagy beby satuu sen punn duet . if duet gie sekolahh jehh dea bagy .

 if beby nakk hangg kea , nakk shopping kea , bowling kea , apew kea . all my OWN MONEY .

omg ! saddd ! tapy , nakk buadd mcm manehh . setiap orangg akann belajar berdikari right ?

 tapy , beby dahh hadapi nyee . andd alhamdulillah beby berjaye . now beby dahh panday suffer diry beby . 

now dahh adee otakk andd pkir betape susahh nyee nakk dpat duet .

 dulu senang mama nakk 50 , mama bagy . now nakk kuwa kann 10 rengget jehh dahh mcm 100 . HAHA .

thiz is my new life andd my new story . 

 i hope youu guy's enjoyy itt . nanty if senang senang beby rajen rajen update my blog . okayy ?

iloveyouu! <3

i'm in love with LOMO

omg ! i'm in love with thiz thingg .

can i have thiz , please mama ! .

mama : buyy it urself .

me : sure ! but i don't have enough money yet .

mama : soo , youu must saving if you want to buyy it .

me : yeyeh ! thanks mama .