this is all fucking hell

today i nak cerite about fucking shit hell is happening in my life . 

today i dapat online and dapat lhaa tengok my facebook yang dah lame gile tahap babeng tak online and tak update anything . i really miss my facebook , tapi takpe . itu tak penting . yang penting is time i hangout hari saturday . omg , sumpah time to gile sakit hati sebab bnyak sebab . tapi dalam sakit hati to , i dapat kasih sayang . yey ! thanks okay <3 . sambung back . i hang at time 3 above then i shopping yang entah pape mood shooping hilang because of my mom ! then , i lepak lepak . sementara lepak to tetiba dah pukul 7 , alamak ! berbuka , ohh tidak . gie tempat nak berbuka all full . pergh , i dgan mmbr andd ** menapak kot . geram jah . tapi , kiteorang dapat minumb jea , kesian kan ? then menapak back to pavy . makan kfc , kesian mmbr mmbr i ohh . dah makan kami gie lepak luar smoking . after smoking kiteorang gerak shesha . time ney best gile tahap babeng ohh . kaseh sayanggg melandaaaa . awww . tapi on the same time , ade sorang mamat ney carik gadoh dgan i andd mmbr i . nasib baik i kenal dia . tapi ade betina sundal dengan dia to , mcam SUNDAL . entah pape jea semak . mamat to panggil i

 mamat to : sini jap

i : kenape ?

 mamat to : asal usha tak puas hati ?

i : sape usha sape doh ? kami tak usha awak . saya tak usha awak , awak yang usha saye dulu . awak masok masok dah usha tak puas hati . kenape ?

 mamat to : tak puas hati ckap , kite settle bawah .

i : hey ! ape settle bawah ney ( smbil ikat rmbut if dea lempang kerusi i tarik dulu )

 mamat to : pehal mmbr kau usha tak puas hati ?

i : bila masa ? dah lhaa .

 mamat to pun turun tangge . on the same time betina sundal to ckap " tak puas hati , bawah lhaa weyh " . haish , nak jea aku baling kerusi dekat kepale dia . dia yang melebih . weyh kepada mamat to and betina sundal to , aku bajet bulan ney bulan puase tau . lagipun , gadoh ney buat sakit badan doh ! takde gunanya nak bergadoh gadoh ney , menang bukan dpat piala or duit . menang kea kalah kea dapat sakit . paham ? be matured doh . dah lhaa rempit ! your such an asshole !  arghhh !! geramm !!!

about my "anis"

 anis ohh anis . harap kau bace okay ? hahaa . dah janji nak update about dia kot today .

now kite cerite about my kawan sorang ney . she's C.A.N.T.I.K , she's C.O.M.E.L , she's G.E.M.P.A.K andd last but not she's very H.A.R.D.C.O.R.E andd loves K.O.R.E.A.N so damn much . dia buat kite suka dkat korea sikit . sikit jea okay darl ? jangann marah .

 tadi dapat lepak dgan dia and my kawan "diela" . sumpah besttt + rindu gilaa kot . dah lama gila tak dapat lepak dengan dia and diela . smpai pukul 6 kiteorang lepak . anis , i miss youu . i love youu . diela pun okay ?

 time tengah berjalan jalan dkat tmpat toys to . i mintak diaorang carik card for my <3 . hahaha . i dah bayar kiteorang bergerak ke hadapan . hahaa . tmpat dpan to tmpat baby baby punye stuff . then , pergi lhaa sane . anis tetibe ckap "sape dpat anak dulu dia buy baju untuk anak dia" . diela ckap "awien lhaa dulu" . i pun melayan "okayyokayy , awien dulu . nak baby girl dulu lhaa" . then pergi tengok barang barang baby . OMG ! comel gilee dohh . it's okay . sabar , tahann lambat lagi ., hahaha . nanti i dah kawen kerja i senang sangat . kerja i mandikan anak i , susukan andd tuka pampers to jea . pakai baju semua "ANIS" buat . dia yang nak . hahahaha .

 ape ape punn . anis YOUR THE BEST !

INGAT JANJI KITE YEA DIELA AND ANIS . JANJI DI BUSSTOP W.MAJU !

 i sayangg korangg sesangat !!!!

tajuk my story ? entahh . saje saje . suka suka .

 today baru nakk update this blog even ingat nak update semalam tapi hajat tak kesampaian sbb bolee pulak blog buat hal semalam . kate "google" blog saye takde andd dah dibuang . memang naik marah lhaa kite . tapi takpe . nasib baik today bolee bukak . lappy abang kite rosak . penat kite download google chrome <3 ney semate mate nakk update my fav blog yang i sayang ney . hahaa . today nakk crite about _____ . no subject . hehee .

 okayy , cerite about today , yesterday andd other other lhaa . hahaa . pelikk nyee kitee todayy . nakk dengar okay i story okay ? pagi i bangun pagi sebab nak gie school , mcam biase . bangunn , mate stim andd muka selebet but apee still comey . hahaa . perasan sikit je . thenn , after mandi andd siap siap i text semua suruh bangun sbab orang yangg i text kejot bangun pagi ney , deaorang semua tak reti nak bangun awal and selalu pergi school mcam school diaorang punye . aiyoo , memang kene membebel pagi pagi tapi bolee mereka membalas dengan satu ketawa . hahaa . now i pulak laugh . hahaa . then , dekat school . ape lagi belajar lhaa . my classmate si "sebelah saye" pergi kacau saye smpai balik membuat i "gersang" . hahaa . takpe "si sebelah saya" tnggu nanti awak kene balik . hahaa . on that time i'm texting with one boy (SECRET) . hahaa . itulah crite today . now nak crite about semalam pulak .

 yesterday was the best day of my life kot . ade one boy ney , dea add i takk silap . i just wall dia ckap jangan sombong andd all that . i balik school semalam i online lhaa use my phone then tengok dia wall i back ckap "love your post <3" . waahh , dahh sukaa dahh time to . then i wtw dgann dia . manje + kelakkar sikit dia to sebab dia suka nyakat i . then kami ber-IM . time IM to dia gilee sikit , tapi best laa IM dgann dia . thenn tiba tiba dia buat "emm" i tanye knape . dia tanak bagitau . i diam jea lhaa . pdahal dalam hati i , i dah tau dia nak my number sebab dia dah nak out . dia nak gie beli barang sebab dia nak cooking . waaahhh , terkejotkann . hahaa . i diam andd smbung IM kami . thenn , lame lame dia ckap "darl .. bolee mintak number . if tak bole takpe . i paham" atoto , kesiann kann ayat dia . hahaa . i pun bagi but with one syarat . i harap syarat to dia ingat . after to , kiteorang teros texting smpai malam . he's very kind , he's caring , he's cute , he's jealous andd he's take care of me . first question dia " you tindik bibir ea?" . sumpah terkejot kot time bace . sebab mcam pelik lhaa , baru kenal . tibaa tibaa tanye gituu . mcam dia dah kenal i lamaa kot . in fb takde pic ber-PIERCE   and in blog pun takde . tapi takpe . i jawab dgan honest , pernah tapi dah bukak . hahaa . betol okayy ! thenn texting texting andd texting and teroskan texting lhaa . hahaa . sukaa gilee kot texting dgann dia . todayy kisah kami dia marah kiteeee :(  agak sedih lhaa . dia tiba tiba text "k lhaa bie pening mcm nak pitam . bye.ily.tc" ya allah , what have i done . i buat dia mcam to . sebab satuu "CKAPP" to jea . sedihhh . thenn , i pujuk . yeyeh ! berjaya i pujuk dia . selamat i . hahaa . too budak yangg yangg i sebut ney "SECRET" or name singkat dia "I_____D_____" hahaa . iloveyouu lhaa gilee xp

  too all yangg ILOVEYOUU TOO TAHUU !! 

i akan sayangg orangg if orangg sayangg i . that's my rules . okay ?

 if you don't love me ? don't ever talk with your fucking shit damn hell mouth behind my back . 

 peace out babe . <3

about the "girl" that i had kenal lameee .

 okayy . first i want too mintak maaf to the "girl" . bukann nakk ckapp yangg i tarik diri or pengecut tapi i still anggap dea kawan even dea buat i mcam sampah . it's okay to me . whatever about that , "girl" your my best friend . takkan perkara mcam ney nakk heboh heboh ? please lhaa , be matured . jangan carik publisity . bukann nakk kutuk or what lhaa , putrajaya is nothing . takde pape yang best pun dekat sane . nak kate ade shopping mall ? takk best jugak . nak kate budak budak die hot ? berlagak sombong adee lhaa . takkan "girl" nak jadi mcam to ? dulu bukan main tak suka ade perempuan bajet bajet hot . now "girl" yang jadi pulak . aiyakk , terbalik sudah . mcam maneh nak ckap ea ? mcam ney lhaa , first i want to tell to you is I REALLY YOUU "GIRL" , 2 - I REALLY MISS YOUR SMILE , 3 - WHAT HAD HAPPEN TO YOU ? , lastly i want to say "I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT" . honestly , your very kawan mkan kawan . sorry too say that but this is true . i pun tak suka lhaa bila orang crite burok burok about "girl" . sumpah tak suka . i try to backup for you . i want you to be the "girl" that i know . please . jangan berlagak sombong mcam budak budak baru nak up . fyi , about fb takk kesa gilee vavy kot nak block kea or what . again nak ckap i'm sorry , bukan tarik diri or pengecut tapi pikir "girl" kawan . thanks 4 all d publisity that you had gave to me . thanks very very a lot . peace out ! 

 honestly from my heart : beby 

sayangg dgann my KEMBAR !

  pergghhh , lamee gile ++ takk update blogspot . hahah . takpetakpe . todayy nakk update about my kawan . but i called her "MY KEMBAR" .

 sumpah she's the BEST , the AWESOME , the GOOD , the KIND andd all the GOOD THINGS . hahah . her name is WAWA . 

 wawa , your my best to my friend . your my kem to my bar . awww , bar ? like like . hahaha . oooppsss , sorryy . sambung sambung . wawa , your the best friend ever ohh . i kalauu boleh nakk serumah dgann youu . ( jangann pikir kami les ) . i want to sit with her because she's the only one can change me to be a better person andd a girlish girl . omg ! takk percaye kann ? 

 about wawa : dea ney baik , peramah , cool , sporting , satuu kepala dgann i andd dea memang bnyak amik berat tentang i . first time i kenal dea i dahh panggil dea "sayangg" . i ingat dea nakk marah or takk layann . tapi , rupa rupa anggapan i salah . she's friendly andd kind . i kenal wawa dari kawan i capit a.k.a badut . thanks capik because kenal kann cousin youu dkat i . sumpah i sayangg youu jugak . i dgann wawa ney dahh mcam adik beradik ohh . kiteorangg buat apee jehh mesti togther . time cuti 2weeks too , asyik hangg dgann dea jahh . sumpah best . evenn i dgann dea lain rumahh andd lain school . tapi tetap contact everydayy . i takk pernah boredd text dgann dea sbab apee , she's the only one that understand me . she's always by my side went i'm crying , mad or else . i nakk buat sesuatu jahh , i tanye bolehh . if dea kate "NO" means "NO" lhaa . i pernah kene lempang dgann dea sbab apee ekk , alamakk . lupaa lupaa . hahaha . 3 kali on 1 day . gempak kann ? hahah . after dea lempang i too , i merajok dgann dea baikkk punyaaaa . hahahah . padann mukaa youu wawa . tapi dea takk marah i merajok , dea pujuk . omg ! sukaaaaa betoi . kekdang i anggap wawa ney mcam kaka i . sbab dea ney bnyak ceramah i , bnyakk bagi i semangat . time i sedihh , dea adeee jehh nakk buat i happy .

 NajwaSyahirah HarrisFadzillah your my best friend andd my kembar yangg i takkan lupaa . sumpah i akann adee dgann youu always . even suatu hari nanti i dahh takde . i always adee .  saya sayangg wawa <3 !!!!

my life , my world , my style . my my is ME !

  heyy my sayangg yangg i sayangg . hahaha . how are youu guys haa ? i'll hope that all of youu are okayy .

i really miss youu guys . ehh , silapp . now nakk story at korang about "the new of me"

 i'm new now guys ! harap korangg dpat terime i yangg baruu ney .

beby yangg baruu dahh takk mcam duluu , dahh seganas , semarah andd segarang duluu .

 beby yangg baruu ney baik , caring , penyabar . 

beby taktauu lhaa mcam manehh boleh berubah wajah ,  brubah attitude , brubah style andd berubah all .

 beby jadi girl-lish , dressup punn comey comey + ayuu . hahahahahahaah . perasann sebentar .

tapi kann , beby bangge dengan dunie baruu beby . dunie baruu beby dpat beby mencapai apee yangg beby nakk , takk bergadoh dgann family dahh . dahh okayy sangat .

 i really love my change . i really love the new me . i really love my live now !

i hope that all of youu all can accept me . now i'm new 

 sukaa lhaa !

love this songg .

You were there to light my day

You were there to guide me through

From my days down and on

I’ll never stop thinking about you

How can I forget about that

When you’re the one who make me smile

You’ll always be a part of me

How I wish you were still mine

Never will forget the day

How we’ve met and came this far
we all know we got this feeling

But somehow it has to end up here

I know it’s me who say goodbye

And that the hardest thing to do

Cause you mean so much to me

And guide the truth from me to you

For all the things I’ve done and said

For all the hurt I’ve caused you

I hope you will forgive me baby

Cause that wasn’t what I meant to do

You were there to light my day

You were there to guide me through

From my days down and on

I’ll never stop thinking about you

How can I forget about that

When you’re the one who make me smile

You’ll always be a part of me

How I wish you were still mine

For all the things I’ve done and said

For all the hurt I’ve caused you

I hope you will forgive me baby

Cause that wasn’t what I meant to do

You were there to light my day

You were there to guide me through

From my days down and on

I’ll never stop thinking about you

How can I forget about that

When you’re the one who make me smile

You’ll always be a part of me

How I wish you were still mine